看不下去了，每当我看文献看到绝望，就会一次又一次的问不想搞学术偏偏又来读博的自己，这样的生活适合自己么？

海量的文章看下去了，对自己的方向依然一筹莫展，不知道是自己真的很笨，还是对这个东西完全没有悟性......

神啊，晚上就要交ppt给老板的，明天还要给大老板讲，

东西连自己都骗不过去，怎么忽悠别人？.......

 

给我来刀痛快的！！！！

 

i don't wanna lose you,
i don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
and i don't wanna hate you
i don't wanna take you
but i don't wanna be the one to cry
that don't really matter to anyone, anymore
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door
but there's a danger in loving somebody too much
and its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
there's a reason why people don't stay where they are
baby sometimes love just ain't enough

 

now i could never change you
i don't wanna blame you
baby you don't have to take the fall
yes i may have hurt you
but i did not desert you
maybe i just want to have it all
it makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain
and like a fool who will never see the truth
i keep thinking something's gonna change
but there's a danger in loving somebody too much
and its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
there's a reason why people don't stay where they are
baby sometimes love just ain't enough

 

and there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
are there things that you wanted to say
do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where i used to lay

and there's a danger in loving somebody too much
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
there's a reason why people don't stay who they are
cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough

baby sometimes love just ain't enough